Wednesday, September 24, 2008

lust/rust

This week, I am charged with developing concepts for a personal heaven and personal hell...this is rather entertaining for the simple fact that there are so many things I desire and loathe that I find it difficult to par it down. I have a low tolerance for most things in existence around me that feed into an idea that I am already in the 2nd circle already. There are a few things in life that I ardently love and feel like my life would be less with out them. The hardest part is funneling these things down from ethereal notions to tangible concepts.


So now what?


Firstly, what do I love?

  • dancing
  • singing
  • writing
  • black
  • photography
  • music
  • victorian houses
  • chocolate <3
  • satin
  • birds
  • french fries
  • stars
  • Vivienne Westwood
  • boots
  • high heeled shoes
  • corsets
  • oranges
  • apples
  • driving
  • winter
  • rabbits
  • barren trees
  • harpsicord =)
  • ragdolls
  • rain
  • books
  • poetry
  • grey skies
  • make-up
  • blah blah blah

And hate?

  • cockroaches (gag!)
  • headaches
  • broken nails
  • know-it-alls
  • suffocation
  • blindness
  • trashiness
  • extreme heights
  • obliviousness
  • abusive men
  • vacant women
  • blind prejudice
  • placation
  • rope burn
  • self-nudity
  • stabbing pains
  • avoidance


So...yeah. The biggest things off the lists are my love for the dark, old things, tastes, textures, and mental expression on the love side and a hate/fear of exposure, loneliness, some forms of pain, extremes in situations and oblivion in many forms.

This is not going to be easy....

*pout*

Friday, September 19, 2008